I Do Not Want This.
Just got home from my first class, Career Management. It was an overwhelming bombardment of statistics that said that after I inish this course, I will not work in the music industry. That what I am doing is a waste of time. That I cannot possibly put in the amount of work needed to make it in the industry. And frankly I agree. I don't think I can make it. I mean, I can finish the course, and I know I will learn a lot fromit. But I don't think it will get me anywhere in my life but into debt. I don't belong here. I don't want to be here. If I had a car I would be headed off to Saskatchewan already. I have no friends. I do not sleep well. I don't think the course I am in is right for me. SOunds like I should get the fuck out of here before I blow all of my money on nothing.